Sunday, July 27, 2014

SL Diary Blog #58~ Life changes ♡

Dear SL Diary Blog #58,
Life is what you make of it.... In RL as well as SL... I have seen so many people saying they are sad in SL, nothing to do or unable to find a good partner...
 
 
q
 
{Body}
Avi: Slink Visage Mesh Head
Slink Physique Mesh Body Slink
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1 Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female Flat Slink
Hair: *ARGRACE* Riley *ARGRACE*
Nails: -{ZOZ}- French Solids Polish - Slink -{ZOZ}-
 
{Clothes}
LMD Cupcakes Anonymous Hunt Leri Miles Designs 8-1/ 8-31
 
{Accessories}
Women's Bridal - Appassionata Chop Zuey Couture
REIGN.- EMPRESS SANDALS- White Reign.
 
 
All of these things rely solely on the person to make changes... I used to be sad in SL, have a hard time meeting people and most guys were jerks....
 
 
I had to realize the power to change was inside me...
Before someone else will love you, you have to love yourself... Before you can be happy with someone in your life, you have to be happy alone first. Also how you portray yourself, will be the kind of guys/ girls you will attract.... 
 
 

Saturday, July 26, 2014

SL Diary Blog #57~ Home is where your heart belongs.... ♡

Dear SL Diary Blog #57,
Is home really where the heart is? I have thought on this so many times before and have often wondered this in my RL....
 
 
 
q
 
{Body}
Avi: Slink Visage Mesh Head
Slink Physique Mesh Body Slink
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1 Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female High Slink
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Melita TRUTH
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Shimmer Romance Polish (slink) Designer Circle 7-19/ 8-2
 
{Clothes}
{infinite.} Lana Dress White Tuxedo {infinite.}
 
{Accessories}
Women's Bridal - Appassionata Chop Zuey Couture
HEYDRA Sera Heels Gray with clutch ::HEYDRA::
 
 
♡ I love my SL family and friends dearly. Today is my Auntie Lana's birthday! Happy birthday to a very special lady!! ♡
 
 
I think home is what you make of it & the heart is what you put into it. Always hold your family & friends close.... life is too short,...in both worlds ♡
 
 
 
 

Friday, July 25, 2014

SL Diary Blog #56~ Complete with sprinkles ♡

Dear SL Diary Blog #56,
Here I sit,... looking at a blank screen.... lost in silence, lost in so many thoughts.... I am far from perfect......, I've made mistakes, hurt others and let some down...
 
 
q
 
{Body}
Avi: Slink Visage Mesh Head
Slink Physique Mesh Body Slink
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1 Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female High Slink
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Melita TRUTH
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Shimmer Summer Polish (slink) Designer Circle 7-19/ 8-2
 
{Clothes}
Leonard! Summer Shirt Dress -sand- Leonard!
 
{Accessories}
Women's Bridal - Appassionata Chop Zuey Couture
Alice Bow Headband Bowtique
 
{Location}
 

Trying to sort the emotions,... reminding myself, I am only human.... I am me.
 
 
He belongs to me and as I fall deeper,.... I whisper: You're only human and together we share forgiveness..... *♡ pass the ice-cream ♡*
 
 


Thursday, July 24, 2014

SL Diary Blog #55~ Dreams....

 
Dear SL Diary Blog #55,
What are dreams? I have some of the most vivid dreams ever..... some scary, some happy and some I wake and wonder why did I ever dream that......
 
 
q
 
{Body}
Avi: Slink Visage Mesh Head
Slink Physique Mesh Body Slink
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1 Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female Flat Slink
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Oceana TRUTH
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Shimmer Romance Polish (slink) Designer Circle 7-19/ 8-2
 
{Clothes}
.::DD::. Sailor Girl The Pier Market Event Hello, Sailor! starts July 11th
 
{Accessories}
REIGN.- AHOY SANDALS- WHITE- RARE Reign.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I think dreams happen mostly when your mind tries to work out a problem or tries to understand a situation. To me the whole thought of dreaming and how the mind works is so interesting, that whenever possible I watch a documentary or pick up where I left off on my dream book....
 
I've heard so many people say dreams are best forgotten....
I don't believe that..... ♡ 
 
 
 
The Pier Market @ The Docks
SL Fashion's hottest new event to hit the grid! 8th round July 11th! Many awesome creators and items to peruse!  Or hang out @ the Crow's Nest Cafe situated on top of the warehouse and look out on the bay!
 
 
 
.::DD::. Distorted Dreams Social Networks:
 
 
 
 
 
 


Wednesday, July 23, 2014

SL Diary Blog #54~ Beauty of Change....

Dear SL Diary Blog #54,
I have learned that life will always be about change because without change we are unable to grow and explore ourselves as the unique individual that we are....
 

 
q
 
{Body}
Avi: Slink Visage Mesh Head Slink
Slink Physique Mesh Body Sinful Curves
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1 Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female Flat Slink
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Oceana TRUTH
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Shimmer Summer Polish (slink) Designer Circle  7-19/ 8-2 
 
{Clothes}
Mute. Absolution Bikini Fresh Style Event 7-23/ 8-3
 
{Accessories}
REIGN.- STUDDED FLIP FLOPS- BLACK Reign.
 
{Location}

 
 

This past week I had felt so much change.... So much emotion, that initially I wanted to close everyone & everything out.....  I had explored so much of myself,... took a long hard look at what I want out of both worlds.... Guess in a way it was a self awakening that was much over due.....
 
 

I've learned that without forgiveness, the beauty of change can not begin because with an ounce of resentment we allow ourselves to remain toxic and bitter.... I had let go and gave myself an opportunity to grow within the pain,.... ♡
 

 

Monday, July 21, 2014

SL Diary Blog #53~ Beautiful You....

Dear SL Diary Blog #53,
Thinking today about how much the media has had an impact on my teen years. How magazines published photo shoots of slim beautiful girls... that were my age,.... and I here still maturing, mind and body.....
 
 
 
 ❥ q
 
{Body}
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Casual Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female High Slink
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Melita TRUTH
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Shimmer Romance Polish (slink) Designer Circle 7-19/ 8-2
 
{Makeup}
.:Glamorize:.Innocent Eye Makeup - 01 .:Glamorize:.
[:: JesyDream ::] Look Me !  EyeShadow ( Purple ) [::JesyDream::]
~Hush~ Lashes - Doll [ HUSH ]
 
{Clothes}
The Secret Store - Kiara Romper - Milk COLLABOR88
 
{Accessories}
::Diamante:: Fairytale Nose Butterfly Gacha (Pink) ::A&A::
-{ZOZ}- Harmoney Heels Blue (slink high) COSMOPOLITAN Discount Room 7-20/ 8-2
{Location}
 
 

Now I know the magic of photoshop, how you can erase a blemish and change every aspect of the body. When I was a teen I looked at these beautiful girls with envy.... I started to diet and even gone as far as "binging".... I wanted to be beautiful like those models....
 
 
The fact is I was as beautiful but my view was distorted by lies and deception. Never cut yourself short, you were made special.... Inside and out! You don't have to try,... do you like you...??
 
 
Don't get me wrong Photoshop can be a great tool to use but my choice is...., the blemishes give it character and beauty is only skin deep, no matter what world you're in....


Sunday, July 20, 2014

SL Diary Blog #52~Time....

Dear SL Diary Blog #52,
My heart is crushed, my mind is at a constant and I love him terribly. Everything seems up in the air as the winds of change toss me around....


❥ q

{Body}
Hands:  Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Casual Slink
Feet:  Slink AvEnhance Feet Female Mid Slink
Hair:  TRUTH HAIR Lala RACK On *sale* 150L
Nails:  -{ZOZ}- Shimmer Summer Polish (slink) Designer Circle 7-17/ 8-2

{Makeup}
.:Glamorize:.Innocent Eye Makeup - 01 .:Glamorize:.
[:: JesyDream ::] Look Me ! EyeShadow ( Purple ) [::JesyDream::]
~Hush~ Lashes - Doll [ HUSH ]

{Clothes}
{infinite.} Poppy Dress Floral Pink {infinite.}

{Accessories}
.Atomic. {Double Scoop} - Ring .Atomic.
.Atomic. {Double Scoop} - Necklace .Atomic.
.S&C. Victoria Wedges - Roasted Marshmallow Mute. (formally Sugar & Cyanide)

{Location}

 
I feel alone in a crowded room... as if I have the inspiration to write a best-selling novel but my heart refuses to speak up and I here, alone...have to endure all that my heart unleashes....

 
When love is fierce no amount of reasoning with yourself will fix,...only time heals all... 

Saturday, July 19, 2014

SL Diary Blog #51~ Sometimes a little sweetness is all you need.... ♡

Dear SL Diary Blog #51,
When it comes to crimes of the heart, I take it extremely personal, so much that not only is being hurt involved, but also bitterness...... I stay angry for days & no amount of reasoning helps....


❥ q

{Body}
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Casual Slink  
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female Flat Slink
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Melita TRUTH 
Nails: -{ZOZ}- French Solids Polish - Slink Huds -{ZOZ}- 

{Makeup}
.:Glamorize:.Innocent Eye Makeup - 01 .:Glamorize:.
[:: JesyDream ::] Look Me ! EyeShadow ( Purple ) [::JesyDream::]
~Hush~ Lashes - Doll [ HUSH ]

{Clothes}
LMD Ilona Tank Pink Leri Miles Designs
LMD Ilona Skirt Pink Leri Miles Designs

{Accessories}
.: Buttery Toast:. Trio Necklaces .:Buttery Toast:. group gift
.: Buttery Toast:. Toastie Treats! - Bracelets! .:Buttery Toast:. group gift
.: Buttery Toast:. Yara's Ring - Pink .:Buttery Toast:.
REIGN.- EMPRESS SANDALS- White Reign. Saturday sale 75 L

{Location}

♡ Sometimes a little sweetness takes away enough bitterness to allow the process of forgiveness to begin... 





I don't know what tomorrow holds but for today I'd rather feel sweetness than bitter..... Happiness is like jam,.... you can't spread a little without getting some on yourself. So giggle through the hurt, smile through the pain.....because the sadness will eventually go away.... ♡

Live, laugh, learn & love ♡.... the rest will fall into place....

Friday, July 18, 2014

SL Diary Blog #50~ The Winds of Change....

Dear Sl Diary Blog #50,
The sea has calmed but the winds of change is moving in.....
 
 
q
 
{Body}
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Casual Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female Mid Slink
Hair: *ARGRACE* HARUKA *ARGRACE*
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Union Jack Mesh Nail Set -{ZOZ}-
 
{Makeup}
.:Glamorize:.Innocent Eye Makeup - 01 .:Glamorize:.
[:: JesyDream ::] Look Me !  EyeShadow ( Purple ) [::JesyDream::]
~Hush~ Lashes - Doll [ HUSH ]
 
{Clothes}
Gawk! Sailor Top (Mesh) - Exclusive for "The Pink Fusion Hunt" Gawk!
LMD Maria Shorts Cotton Leri Miles Designs
 

 
I don't know what tomorrow holds, but I sure do want to be there to experience all that it has to offer. Be your guide of change, be stronger than yesterday & always better yourself in your mind and heart. Only you can make the needed changes to have a better tomorrow and a brighter future.....

Thursday, July 17, 2014

SL Diary Blog #49~ Reflection

Dear SL Diary Blog #49,
I have learned so much these past few months,... that I wouldn't know where to begin. A love so fierce, Eros would fall to his knees in disbelief.... A love so heart breaking, not even Cupids arrow could penetrate the sadness.... That no matter what never trust anyone with your weaknesses because in the game of love, your secrets will become weapons against you.....
 

 
q
 
{Body}
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Casual Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female Flat Slink
Hair: *ARGRACE* Riley *Argrace*
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Sweet Candy Mesh Nails The Month of Games 7-12/ 7-31
 
{Makeup}
.:Glamorize:.Innocent Eye Makeup - 01 .:Glamorize:.
[:: JesyDream ::] Look Me !  EyeShadow ( Purple ) [::JesyDream::]
~Hush~ Lashes - Doll [ HUSH ]
 
{Clothes}
New Leaf - Awakening Romper (Mint) New Leaf
 
{Accessories}
REIGN.- AHOY SANDALS- WHITE- RARE Reign.
 
{Location}
The Trace
 
 
Love but keep your heart guarded. Trust but never fully and never close yourself off from finding the right one no matter how much it hurts. Love is one of the main emotions that can go one of two ways but a world without love would surely crumble....
 
 
 


Wednesday, July 16, 2014

SL Diary Blog #48~ A lonely lighthouse

Dear SL Diary Blog #48,
I have realized that there will always be good and bad days.... Today had started out gloomy and sad but then like a breeze,... everything shifted. I absolutely love lighthouses, the way the light shines and guides.....
 
 
 ❥ q
 

{Body}
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Casual Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female Flat Slink
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Fleur TRUTH
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Sunny Romance Polish (slink) Cosmetic Beach Party July 15th- 30th
 
{Makeup}
.:Glamorize:.Innocent Eye Makeup - 01 .:Glamorize:.
[:: JesyDream ::] Look Me !  EyeShadow ( Purple ) [::JesyDream::]
~Hush~ Lashes - Doll [ HUSH ]
 
{Clothes}
LMD Loren Dress Monochromatic Leri Miles Designs
 
{Accessories}
REIGN.- PHOEBE FLIP FLOPS- White Reign.
.ploom. Listen SeaShell with pose .ploom.
 
 

No matter what,.... be and do what makes you happy. No one person can be a lighthouse for you because what would be good and successful for them may not work for you.  
 
 
 
Listen to your inner self and never deny yourself for anyone. Be you, be strong and the rest will fall into place.   ♥
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


Tuesday, July 15, 2014

SL Diary Blog #47~ Today....

Dear SL Diary Blog #47,
Some days are easier than others,.... some days I would just rather stay in bed all day, watching the sun cast shadows in my room. Today is the day, that I do just the opposite....
 
 
 
q
 

{Body}
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Casual Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female Flat Slink
Hair: TRUTH HAIR April TRUTH HAIR
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Sunny Summer Polish (slink) Cosmetic Beach Party 7-15/ 7-30
 
{Makeup}
.:Glamorize:.Innocent Eye Makeup - 01 .:Glamorize:.
[:: JesyDream ::] Look Me !  EyeShadow ( Purple ) [::JesyDream::]
~Hush~ Lashes - Doll [ HUSH ]
 
{Clothes}
LMD Julia Romper Cotton Candy Leri Miles Designs
 
{Accessories}
Women's Bridal - Appassionata Chop Zuey Couture
 
{Location}
TIME OUT!! *No longer available the land was sold this morning* 




 
I'm strong, I'm beautiful and today is not just another day.... On this day I became stronger, able to face more but not only that.... My head is held high because no matter what I face... I will not let another define who I am.
 
 

 I know the true me and that won't change for anyone....
 
 

Monday, July 14, 2014

SL Diary Blog #46~ Relax, it's summer..

Dear SL Diary Blog #46,
This morning it felt amazing to be able to sleep in, was unsure if this day would come since the work week was dragging along... 
 
 
q
 

{Body}
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Casual Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female Mid Slink
Hair: TRUTH HAIR Althea TRUTH HAIR
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Black Queen Mesh Nails Long 10 (slink casual)
-{ZOZ}- Black Queen - Silver Polish (ZOZ NAILS) HUD The Month of Games 7-12/ 7-31

 {Makeup}
.:Glamorize:.Innocent Eye Makeup - 01 .:Glamorize:.
~Hush~ Lashes - Doll [ HUSH ]

 {Clothes}
LMD Frances Blouse Split Tone Cotton .:The Naughty Nitch Fashion Fair:. 7-1/ 7-21
LMD My Capris Onyx .:The Naughty Nitch Fashion Fair:. 7-1/ 7-21

 {Accessories}
Women's Bridal - Appassionata Chop Zuey Couture
LMD Mallory Heels for Slink Mid Mono .:The Naughty Nitch Fashion Fair:. 7-1/ 7-21
 




 
 
 
The day is here and I plan to make my first day off a great one. Lots of pictures, blogging and *sigh* cleaning in rl... giggles
 
Clickable links for Leri Miles Designs:
 
 
 
 
 
 

Sunday, July 13, 2014

SL Diary Blog #45~ Love is....

Dear SL Diary Blog #45,
I always thought love to be something only in fairy-tales, something everyone searched for but never fully obtained because something always came in between.....
 
 
q
 

{Body}
Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Casual Slink
Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female High Slink
Hair: ~Tableau Vivant~ Petit Hair (S) - Light Browns Tableau Vivant
Nails: -{ZOZ}- Black Queen Mesh Nails Long 10 (slink casual)
-{ZOZ}- Black Queen - Silver Polish (ZOZ NAILS) HUD The Month of Games 7-12/ 7-31
 
{Makeup}
.:Glamorize:. Innocent Eye Makeup - 6 .:Glamorize:.
[:: JesyDream ::] Look Me !  EyeShadow ( Blue ) [::JesyDream::]
~Hush~ Lashes - Doll [ HUSH ]
 
{Clothes}
.::DD::. Dead Dollz - The Black Beauty Mesh Gown .::Dead Dollz::.
 
{Accessories}
Women's Bridal - Appassionata Chop Zuey Couture
[Mistwood] 3 Wishes - Necklace [ MISTWOOD ]


 
Love is what you make of it in my opinion. There are many different types of love. Family friends, friends you love like family, and who you feel is your other half...
 

 
If you give love, you should get it in return... If not then maybe you're better off without them. I am so blessed & thankful for the ones in my life  ♡